what hapen? what hapen ? why ? at skoll B.Pnawr, see he face. i sad. why because he i everday cry . why .. kenapa sebab dia ? aku sayang dia , dia sayang aku .. dia sayang aku ke lagi seperti dulu lagi, hari yang paling menyedihkan time hari jadi dia . 10 MAY 2012 macam-macam berlaku dia ajak tasha sambut birthday dia pada malam tu. hanya allah sahaja yang tahu bertapa sedih nya aku pada hari itu. hari sebelum nak cuti dua minggu hari terakhir aku nampak muka dia, pasti aku merindui nya dia tahu ke aku rindu dia. dia dengan kecik berdiri depan-depan seperti time aku capel dan dia , aku merindui saat bersama dia. tapi aku ta sangka kerana sikap ego aku dengan dia putus. aku menyesal sangat aku harap lepas ini ta akan berlaku lagi terhadap diri aku dan APEK. aku akan cuba sayang dia lebih dari pada BOY. dan forget dia dan terpadam sampai bila-bila biar ia sebagai pengajaran atau masa lalu. setiap pergerakan yang dia lakukan ada samanya saat dia bersama dia. aku tak tahan keperitan ini. sakit sangat lagi tengok dia dengan perempuan lain, sperti di tusuk dengan pisau. cara apa yang patut aku buad agar aku dapat melupakan dia dengan sekelip mata. aku ta larat nak telan bebiji-II penadol kerana dia sorang saja. aku da penat nak lalui semua ini. PENAT, dengan masalah kawan aku BYLA sampai hati dia cakap aku macam tuh. sedangkan masa dia capel nan iwan aku ta pernah tegur apatah lagi nak bermesagge . dia malukan aku kat facebookk, tu boleh dikatakan kawan terapat. it wrong . WRONG, sampai hati hanya seorang mahluk bernama XIERA menyampai info yang salah terhadap byla. agar dia tahu kebenaran yang sebnarnya. aku rindu budakk kecik tu, rindu nak tengok senyuman dia with NYNA . miss kau berdua sayang ='( apek ? a.k.a KOK LEONG dia nanges sebab aku kerana aku jujur dengan dia soal boy. kesian kan dia kalau boy masuk line cepat perkara ini ta akan terjadi. i so sorry my honey, i will love u and forget him. HELP me HONEY.. aku ta akan buat kau macam tu honey . satu lagi hal about boy dengan tasha kat sekolah, kenapa dia buat macam tu kat surau ? kenapa kau juga memalukan PPS. aku semua yang berlaku menjadi satu pengajaran. bantu aku . HELP me, miss u all BOY,NYNA,BYLA, and MY HONEY (apek). love u all so much !!!

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I Would Love to dedicate this Article to the people who has shown me a lot, a lot of meaningful stories which taught me to see how “Love, Hate & Pain” co-relates and how is it related to RELATIONSHIP.

Thank You.

As simple as questions in a mail, a serve of a cup of a hot milo, a glimpse of a smile, a marketing approach, a casual business meeting are all small events that could creates big IMPACTS. Impacts which co-relates with many many things, as for now i am focusing onLOVE. And the Story of Love, Hate & Pain begins.

I believe many have experience something like:

LOVE makes a person wakes up early in the morning and drive far to send someone, LOVE makes one rush for the person when their partner is in trouble, LOVE makes one write cards for a special person, LOVE makes one stay up late night just to complete an album, LOVE makes one give present to their love one, LOVE gives desire and passion towards the spouse, LOVE makes one smile and the world smile, LOVE makes a person stronger, last but not least LOVE makes people BLIND.

It is JUST BEAUTIFUL.. THAT’S LOVE..

But what is beneath LOVE?

And it because PAIN is related to matters like lack of TRUST, lack of GOOD COMMUNICATION, lack of CHEER, lack of TRANSPARENCY, lack of FONDNESS, and again it PAIN is also a TEST! from him.

PAIN leads to even greater depth comparable to LOVE, because PAIN is when LOVE is SHATTERED and BROKEN into pieces.. when everything seems to fall apart, when everything seems to have lost its grip, it makes one breathless, hopeless, cry, afraid, do self-harm things like taking excessive sleeping pills, jump of a bridge, lose hope, weak. And when this happens one may also rushes into another relationship, making stupid decisions, could not concentrate work, threatening others and almost EVERYTHING BAD.. PAIN is just VERY HURTING, SORES, THROBBING. Believe me, everyone does not want to FEEL this PAIN… :(

And when people say “I HATE YOU”, people will put blame on many things of what they had done.. They do not realized, that it is them(both parties) who failed to nurture the relationship or one party who is playing with fire. Try to look back at the mistake and learn from them..

And hate is just awful…

So that is some of about the facts which i have experience and would like to share some of my ideas of what can we do to NURTURE LOVE, handling PAIN, and noticing not to be HATED?

That are just a simple thoughts and belief that i wish to share hopefully it is useful…

Alhamdulillah, I have completed this article.. It took me three days to write this.

I would love to share. I wrote this article based on my own experience, my observation, talking to people, listening to people, helping people, helping myself…

I thought I had a terrible experience on my own! But, when things happens, ALLAH showed me, that they are plenty of people out there with more scary experience..

Now.. I have learned a lot, but i am still learning.. and will want to continue growing.. I pray that ALLAH grants my PRAYERS… ameen..